Lunch Detention

How fun is that? Makes me look like bad girl. I am actually.

Today's probably the worst day of my life. Everything is just so terrible. This morning, I came late to school due to my freaking brain which was thinking a lot of nonsense stuffs last night and it only came to rest about 2 am. What was I thinking? The future. When I'll be with no one but myself. I feel happy just thinking about it. I want a house, I want an awesome car, I want to travel, I want every good stuff you could think of. But how could I get those? That's when I fell asleep.

So that was my fourth time to be late and should be the last. The woman talking to me was trying to make some joke. She told me the 8th late and its consequences and asked me what rhymes with eight. I didn't answer. My answer should be late. It's common sense. My mind only had one word which is straight. Probably because the woman's kind of a lesbi. I wonder what would have happened if I really spouted that word. It would have been fun. See? I am so bad.

First period, AP Biology, was horrible. I took that practice test and got below 50%. I don't know any of those stuffs. Thank god it's not graded. I wonder what would happen to me tomorrow, on the actual test. FAIL. Dayumm. That subject really freaks me out. Why did I have to take it? Well, I didn't. My mom chose it for me.

Second period was okay. Second period is always okay. Mr. Stetz is the man (that's Steven's line. lol). But we always have something to do. I don't mind though. He gives us enough time anyway.

Third period was the worst. First, that guy whom I liked before but now hate was assigned to sit in front of me. I was like "What the f*ck." He was so disturbed. I'm pretty sure he didn't want to be there. He left. That was a relief. I hope he won't sit there again. While discussing with that guy from Fortis Institute*, Mrs. Burns called me but I didn't know it was me, I wasn't paying attention. Then my classmates were looking at me and Steven told me "Justine, Mrs. Burns is calling you."
Then I said, "Oh, me?"
"You're the only Justine in here." He replied.
Then the class laughed. Amazing right? So I came in front and was told that some guy had to talk to me. I didn't know this guy would be the one who'll give me my lunch detention. So I was kind of pissed, I still thanked him though, I don't know why, then walked out and went back to class. When I entered, the man from Fortis was like "animal?" I ignored him and went straight to my seat. I mean, dude, animal? What am I supposed to say? I have no idea what your talking about. Then I realized he's asking me for one. Dog. Cat. Panda. Oh my god. Another round of laughter for them. It's like this guy is picking on me. After a while, he asked me another and my response was delayed. So another humiliation. Great. Just great. Then he left. Yay for me. Anyway, I'm so thankful for Steven being on the back of my seat. He's awesome. And he's the most friendly person ever. He talks to me even though I don't respond much. I'm socially awkward that's why. But I feel comfortable around him. He's just so nice.Third period is finally over. *Sigh*.

Fourth period was always fun. Less people in class and a nice teacher, Ms. Walton. She's so cool. More like the girl version of Mr. Stetz. I get along with everyone in there. And I love Accounting. It was just a typical day, nothing's up.

Lunch. Lunch. Lunch detention. Oooh. It was my first time and it was great. I would love to have a lunch detention everyday. Quiet. Peaceful. With my book. Everything's just right. I want to have lunch there til' the end of the school year.

Fifth period, nothing happened.

Sixth period, AP Calculus, was crazy. At first it was okay, but then the Chain Rule thing was so difficult I can't catch up *cry*. Maybe AP's are not my thing. They make me go crazy. They make me cry (not literally).

Finally, the worst day of my life is over. And I can't be late anymore because I'll be so dead. I don't want my parents to come with me at school. That's just terrible.

Hoping for a good day tomorrow.

The Hunger Games Trilogy


About two or three weeks ago, I decided to look for a book series to read. The first thing I saw in the internet was The City Of Bones. I was really fired up to borrow it from the library until I saw some book rankings for young adults. I checked out the one on the first ranking which was "The Hunger Games". I looked for some book reviews for it and found it interesting. Contented, I borrowed it from our book library and started reading it. Holy crap was it awesome. The story, the situation, the romance. Everything's perfect. After reading the first book, I started the second which is the "Catching Fire". I was lost at first. But just continued and continued and I realized I wasn't stopping. I can't get my hands off the book. It's that awesome! Well, the third book, "Mockingjay", I can't say. I started it about a week ago or so and until now I'm not finished. I finished the first two in less than a week. I don't know, maybe because Peeta Mellark wasn't around. I got bored maybe. This weekend, I'll make my list of cast for the upcoming movie. I saw lots on YouTube and other websites and came up with my own. That's my short review for The Hunger Games Trilogy by Suzanne Collins. ♥

Personal Taste OST






Tracklist:
1 말도 안돼 – 윤하 (Younha)
2 빗물이 내려서 – 김태우
3 가슴이 뭉클 – 씨야 (SeeYa)
4 그대라는 날개 – 김태우
5 사랑만들기 – 포미닛 (4minute)
6 바보처럼 – 2AM
7 왕벌의 비행
8 야릇한 느낌
9 왕벌의 비행 (Piano Version)
10 바보처럼 (Inst.)
11 사랑만들기 (Inst.) (Guitar Version)
12 그대라는 날개 (Inst.)
13 가슴이 뭉클 (Inst.)
14 빗물이 내려서 (Inst.) (Violin Version)
15 말도 안돼 (Inst.) (Piano Version)

Can't Believe It Piano Version - Younha

Personal Taste OST
15. Younha - Can't Believe It Piano Version

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Lyrics:



Romanization:

Mal-do an-dwae na-do mol-rae neo-man ba-ra-bo-ge dwaess-eo
Mi-weo-hae-bwa-do ae-reul sseo-bwa-do sum-gyeo-bwa-do an-dwi-neun-geol
I-reom an-dwae ja-ggu weon-hae
Ne-ga bba-jyeott-da-go mal-hae
Ggum-eul ggweo bwa-do neo bun-in-geol
Mal-do an-dwi-ji-man neol sa-rang-hae

Pyeon-han-neun-ggim-i joh-a mae-il ti-gyeok-tae-gyeok-hae-do neon nae mam jal al-janh-a
Je-meot-dae-ro gul-ji-man mweo-deun bad-a-jul su iss-eo nan o-jik neo ha-na-man~
Oe-ro-weo ga-seum-i  mi-chyeott-na-bwa nae du-nun-en neo-man bo-yeo~

Mal-do an-dwae na-do mol-rae neo-man ba-ra-bo-ge dwaess-eo
mi-weo-hae-bwa-do ae-reul sseo-bwa-do sum-gyeo-bwa-do an-dwi-neun-geol
I-reom an-dwae ja-ggu weon-hae
Ne-ge bba-jyeott-da-go mal-hae
Ggum-eul ggweo bwa-do neo bbun-in-geol
Mal-do an-dwi-ji-man neol sa-rang-hae

Gat-i  itt-neun-ge joh-a hang-sang an-jeol-bu-jeol-hae-do nan neo-ra-myeon gwaen-chanh-a
Manh-i seo-tun na-ji-man neo-man gil-deul-il su iss-eo nal geu-rae neo ha-na-man~
Eo-neu-sae ma-eum-eul bbaet-gyeott-na-bwa nan on-jong-il neo-reul geu-ryeo~

Mal-do an-dwae na-do mol-rae neo-man ba-ra-bo-ge dwaess-eo
Mi-weo-hae-bwa-do ae-reul sseo-bwa-do sum-gyeo-bwa-do an-dwi-neun-geol
I-reom an-dwae ja-ggu weon-hae
Ne-ge bbwa-jyeott-da-go mal-hae
Ggum-eul ggweo bwa-do neo bbun-in-geol
Mal-do an-dwi-ji-man neol sa-rang-hae

Ha-ni-bu-teo yeol-gga-ji dal-ra neo-ma-do dal-ri~
Jeom-jeom ggeul-ri-neun-ga-bwa be my baby, be my baby
Meo-ri-bu-teo ggeut-gga-ji na-wa mat-neun-ge eobs-eo~
Jom-da al-go-ship-eo-jyeo be my baby, be my baby

Mal-do an-dwae na-do mol-rae neo-reul sa-rang-ha-ge dwaess-eo
Bul-reo-man bwa-do nun-bit-man bwa-do bwa-do-bwa-do cham joh-eun-geol
Geu-geo-myeon-dwae neo-do weon-hae
Na-wa ddok-gat-da-go mal-hae
A-mu-ri bwa-do neo bbun-in-geol
Mal-do an-dwi-ji-man neol sa-rang-hae

English Translation:


No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it
It can’t go on like this
I will confess that I’ve fallen for you
You’re everywhere in my dream
I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

I like this sensation, you know how I feel even if we were to fight everyday
You always want it your way but I can accept anything from you, only you~
I’m lonely, my heart’s crazy for you and and you’re the only one I see~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it
It can’t go on like this
I will confess that I’ve fallen for you
You’re everywhere in my dream
I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

When I’m with you, I don’t mind being nervous
I may be a little hasty, but you’re the only one who can tell me what to do~
I guess my heart was stolen before I knew it and I’m missing you all day long~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it
It can’t go on like this
I will confess that I’ve fallen for you
You’re everywhere in my dream
I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

Everything’s so different, it’s too different~
I think I am falling in love, be my baby, be my baby~
From head to toe we have nothing in common
Now I wanna know more about you, be my baby, be my baby~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
I’m happy whenever I say your name or look into your eyes
That will do and I want you too
Please say that we’re alike
Wherever I see, you are the only one in my eyes
I know that it doesn’t make any sense, but I love you

Hangul:

말도 안돼 나도 몰래 너만 바라보게 됐어
미워해봐도 애를 써봐도 숨겨봐도 안되는걸
이럼 안돼 자꾸 원해
네게 빠졌다고 말해
꿈을 꿔 봐도 너 뿐인걸
말도 안되지만 널 사랑해

편한 느낌이 좋아 매일 티격태격해도 넌 내 맘 잘 알잖아
제멋대로 굴지만 뭐든 받아줄 수 있어 난 오직 너 하나만~
외로워 가슴이 미쳤나봐 내 두눈엔 너만 보여~

말도 안돼 나도 몰래 너만 바라보게 됐어
미워해봐도 애를 써봐도 숨겨봐도 안되는걸
이럼 안돼 자꾸 원해
네게 빠졌다고 말해
꿈을 꿔 봐도 너 뿐인걸
말도 안되지만 널 사랑해

같이 있는게 좋아 항상 안절부절해도 난 너라면 괜찮아
많이 서툰 나지만 너만 길들일 수 있어 날 그래 너 하나만~
어느새 마음을 뺏겼나봐 난 온종일 너를 그려~

말도 안돼 나도 몰래 너만 바라보게 됐어
미워해봐도 애를 써봐도 숨겨봐도 안되는걸
이럼 안돼 자꾸 원해
네게 빠졌다고 말해
꿈을 꿔 봐도 너 뿐인걸
말도 안되지만 널 사랑해

하나부터 열까지 달라 너무도 달라~
점점 끌리는가봐 be my baby, be my baby
머리부터 끝까지 나와 맞는게 없어~
좀 더 알고싶어져 be my baby, be my baby

말도 안돼 나도 몰래 너를 사랑하게 됐어
불러만 봐도 눈빛만 봐도 봐도봐도 참 좋은걸
그거면 돼 너도 원해
나와 똑같다고 말해
아무리 봐도 너 뿐인걸
말도 안되지만 널 사랑해

Sources:

Music: Music Dumper
Image: CardCaptorStacey
Lyrics: Musictology
Lyrics (Hangul): EKLyrics, Daum Music + BKJSuh@soompi forum
Image: Spazzes

Dropping Rain Violin Version - Kim Tae Woo

Personal Taste OST
14. Kim Tae Woo - Dropping Rain

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Lyrics:

Romanization:

An-nyeong-i-ran-neo-eui mal-e na eu-seu-myeo
A-mu-reoh-ji anh-eun deut haeng-bok-ha-ra-myeo
Ga-neun neo-eui dwit-mo-seub ba-ra-bo-myeon-seo
Na ddaem-e ul-ji-anh-gil gi-do-hae-sseo

Heu-reu-neun nun-mul-bo-myeo
Ddeo-nal-su-ga eobs-neun-de
Neol bo-nael-su-ga eobs-neun-de

Bit-mul-i nae-ryeo-seo cheong-mal gwaen-chanh-a-sseo
Nun-mul-i bo-i-jil anh-a gwaen-chanh-a-sseo
Gwaen-chanh-a-seo ddeo-na-neun neo-reul jab-ji mot-haess-eo
Ni mam-eum-sok a-peun gi-eok mo-du-da ji-weo-jul
Bit-mul-i nae-ryeo-seo

Shi-gan heul-reo i-jeun jul man al-att-deon neo
A-mu-reoh-ji anh-eun deut geu-reoh-ge sal-a
Hol-lo geod-neun dwit-mo-seub-man bwa-do ba-ro neo
O-neul-do geu-ddae-cheo-reom bi-ga nae-ryeo

Nun-mul-i na-ryeo-go-hae
Geu-nyeo-reul jab-eui-ryeo-hae
Ut-ge-hae-jul-su eobs-neun-de

Bit-mul-i nae-ryeo-seo cheong-mal gwaen-chanh-a-sseo
Nun-mul-i bo-i-jil anh-a gwaen-chanh-ass-eo
Gwaen-chanh-a-seo ddeo na-neun neo-reul jab-ji mot-hae-sseo
Nae ma-eum-sok a-peun gi-eok mo-du-da ji-weo-jul
Bit-mul-i nae-ryeo-seo

Ga-ji mal-ra-go ddeo-na-ji mal-ra-go
Mam-eu-ro mal-hal-ge

Ni-mam-i ul-eo-seo bit-mul-i nae-ryeo-sseo
Nae-mam-i ul-eo-seo nun-mul-i nae-ryeo-sseo
Sa-rang-hae-seo ddeo-na-neun neo-reul jab-ji mot-hae-sseo
Malk-ge ge-in neo-eui salm-eui seul-peum-eul an-gyeo-jul
Bit-mul-i doel-gga-bwa

English Translation:

Smiling as you say goodbye,
You said to me "be happy, as though nothing wrong"
Looking your back as your walked away
I prayed you wouldn't cry because of me

If I see the flowing tears
I can't leave
I can't let you go

Because the rain was falling
It was really ok
I couldn't see your tears,
It was ok
It's all right

I couldn't hold you back
cause the rain that could wiped out all the painful memories in your heart was falling down
time passed,
You thought you could forget
It seemed as if nothing was alive
Looking your back while you walk alone
Even today the rain fall down

I tried to stop
Your tears that were flowing
But it's not possible for me to make you smile
Because the rain was falling

It was really ok
I couldn't see your tears
It was ok
It's alright
I couldn't hold you back
'cause the rain that could wiped out all the painful memories in your heart was falling down'

Don't go
Don't leave
I'll say this words to your heart

Because your heart was crying and the rain was falling
Because my heart was crying
My tears falls down
Because I loved you
I couldn't hold you back

I'll Embrace the sorrow in your clear and gentle life
I thought I may become the rain

Hangul:

안녕이란 너의 말에 나 웃으며
아무렇지 않은 듯 행복하라며
가는 너의 뒷모습 바라보면서
나 땜에 울지 않길 기도했어

흐르는 눈물보며
떠날수가 없는데
널 보낼수가 없는데

빗물이 내려서 정말 괜찮았어
눈물이 보이질 않아 괜찮았어
괜 찮아서 떠나는 너를 잡지 못했어
니 마음속 아픈 기억 모두다 지워줄
빗물 이 내려서

시 간 흘러 잊은 줄 만 알았던 너
아무렇지 않은 듯 그렇게 살아
홀로 걷는 뒷모습만 봐도 바로 너
오늘도 그때처럼 비가 내려

눈물이 나려고해
그녀를 잡으려해
웃게 해줄수 없는데

빗물이 내려서 정말 괜찮았어
눈물이 보이질 않아 괜찮았어
괜 찮아서 떠나는 너를 잡지 못했어
내 마음속 아픈 기억 모두다 지워줄
빗 물이 내려서

가 지말라고 떠나지 말라고
맘으로 말할게

니 맘이 울어서 빗물이 내렸어
내맘이 울어서 눈물이 내렸어
사랑 해서 떠나는 너를 잡지 못했어
맑게 게인 너의 삶의 슬픔을 안겨줄
빗물이 될까봐

Sources:
Music: Music Dumper
Lyrics (Romanization): Princess Of Tea
Lyrics (English Translation): Kakakcashier
Lyrics (Hangul): EKLyrics, cyworld + koreabanget@blogspot
Image: Meindayellowworld